The road where I belong

Within my heart

I feel smart

A little child cries

And cannot handle lies

I surround myself with a cloud

So that I cannot see and say out loud

That I am not the person that I show to all

I feel small not tall

I cannot handle a lot of things

I rather play, imagine I have wings

To fly across every mountain

And bathe myself in the youth fountain

Having fun on a daily base

Just following my own pace

What I show is a so called strength

That never dies and always bends

To the needs of everyone

I jump over mountains if that needs to be done

SO that everyone will love me and care

I handle everything, oh I bare

But inside I am breaking

The beginning of an awakening

A brand new start

A butterfly that part

with its shell

I hear an angels bell

World I am here

Still with some fear

So give me the time I need

So that my heart can lead

To my own life song

The road where I belong

SS, song of heaven

I will fight no more

self love by Mario Duguay

Thank you

I feel a part of me crying

Like it is afraid of dying

I embrace it with all my heart

And tell it we never part

Because it is a part of me

But I need to be free

So I am telling firm

That my spirit will burn

Not to kill that part

but to embrace it with the heart

Because it served me well

That is what I can tell

Thank you for all what you did

So close now your eye lid

And sleep softly in my arms

So that you can feel that it it is warm

inside of you

I love you

I do

SS, Song of Heaven

Free

Victim and dominant part

I want to tell something from the heart

I don't like what is going on

It feels like I carry a ton

Dragging me from one side to the other

Like I have to choose one above another

Stories is what you tell

A childhood spell

Programs to survive

not being fully alive

Because I am lived by you both

carrying the load

Misery and pain

No sunshine only rain

Effecting my life

Like an emprissoned wife

I want to be free

Not connecting with you or thee

But to the real part that is me

The part that  is only 'be'

I am watching you both

Carrying the load

Because from now on

pain and misery is gone

I give it back

And fill up the lack

of love inside

So that the part that died

lives again

Now and then

SS, Song of Heaven

Denean there is a dream

There Is A Dream lyrics

There is a dream in my heart
A vision I do see
It is you soaring higher
It is me... we are free.

Hearts open wide
It is time to decide
To live in the light
In love to abide.

Sing your song to Great Spirit
The song living in your heart
Don't be afraid to hear it
This feeling is where it starts.

Hearts open wide
It is time to decide
To live in the light
In love to abide

The healing power of love
Sparkling light of the soul.

Make a stand for the future
Of this earth we walk upon
Sharing love... sharing power
Understanding, we all are one.

Hearts open wide
It is time to decide
To live in the light
In love to abide.

There is a dream in my heart
A vision I do see
It is you soaring higher
It is me... we are free.

Denean

Mindfulness

Mindful through the day

It is like a child's play

Every moment is like new

Like the morning dew

It is there to reach

And it does not preach

In silence it awaits for you

The only thing you need to do

Is feeling what is inside

And open your heart wide

Our body will tell our story

And shows  all the glory

What life can bring every day

Just stop running and stay

For a moment in peace

with all that is

Captured in bliss

And just like the morning dew

It comes every day anew

Be still and breath

And let your heart lead

Feel yourself alive again

Every second! Your choice! Are you mindful now?

Or when?

SS, Song of Heaven

I love you

Twilight

In the twilight of the night

I am sitting with eyes open wide

But I cannot see

Who I am, how I can be

The person lurking inside

The true me that shines bright

I am blind, a veil cloudens my eyes

Phoenix needs to rise

Out of the darkness into the light

Where no-thing can hide

Heart show me the way

To a new day

I hear your beating

And feel you weeping

But cannot hear your voice

Because of my mind's noise

Great Spirit please

lift up the veil that cloudens me

please Great Spirit set me free

So that I can embrace

My Life's ways

Let my heart shine

sublime

And let me be

Just Me

SS, song of heaven

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