Free

Victim and dominant part

I want to tell something from the heart

I don't like what is going on

It feels like I carry a ton

Dragging me from one side to the other

Like I have to choose one above another

Stories is what you tell

A childhood spell

Programs to survive

not being fully alive

Because I am lived by you both

carrying the load

Misery and pain

No sunshine only rain

Effecting my life

Like an emprissoned wife

I want to be free

Not connecting with you or thee

But to the real part that is me

The part that  is only 'be'

I am watching you both

Carrying the load

Because from now on

pain and misery is gone

I give it back

And fill up the lack

of love inside

So that the part that died

lives again

Now and then

SS, Song of Heaven