vrijdag 10 juni 2011

conversation inner child



Little Child what do you want to say
I feel fear on the way
What you do is running away
Why can't you stay
And tell me what makes you so scared
So that we both are prepared
For the new way that is coming soon
Please leave your cocoon
And tell me your story
of sorrow and glory
I want to listen to you right now
Tell me how
I can step towards you, the way you like it
A candle of light is what I lit
So that the darkness goes away
please little child just play

All is harsh and not so kind
a story that plays off time after time, just a rewind
of hard things on the way
How can I play
When all is like that
The rain makes me wet
I want to feel the sun again
So tell me when
You let it in
Instead of throwing it in the bin.

Little child the rain will not hurt you
It just makes you wet, maybe soaked through
But life is not about avoiding the dark and all that is difficult too
It only shows you
Memories of the past
Like movies and it's cast
It plays over and over again
Until when
you see all is a game
your thoughts untamed
All is safe for you to come out
Life is all about
Learning to dance in the rain
Freedom you will gain
So that the inner world becomes real
Deal!
With your fear.
So that a rainbow can appear
At the end, on the horizon
Where the rain meets the sun
And all is shining bright
Like your inner light

ss, song of heaven

zondag 29 mei 2011

The road where I belong


Within my heart
I feel smart
A little child cries
And cannot handle lies
I surround myself with a cloud
So that I cannot see and say out loud
That I am not the person that I show to all
I feel small not tall
I cannot handle a lot of things
I rather play, imagine I have wings
To fly across every mountain
And bathe myself in the youth fountain
Having fun on a daily base
Just following my own pace
What I show is a so called strength
That never dies and always bends
To the needs of everyone
I jump over mountains if that needs to be done
SO that everyone will love me and care
I handle everything, oh I bare
But inside I am breaking
The beginning of an awakening
A brand new start
A butterfly that part
with its shell
I hear an angels bell
World I am here
Still with some fear
So give me the time I need
So that my heart can lead
To my own life song
The road where I belong

SS, song of heaven


dinsdag 24 mei 2011

I will fight no more

self love by Mario Duguay

Thank you


I feel a part of me crying
Like it is afraid of dying
I embrace it with all my heart
And tell it we never part
Because it is a part of me
But I need to be free
So I am telling firm
That my spirit will burn
Not to kill that part
but to embrace it with the heart
Because it served me well
That is what I can tell
Thank you for all what you did
So close now your eye lid
And sleep softly in my arms
So that you can feel that it it is warm
inside of you
I love you
I do

SS, Song of Heaven

Free



Victim and dominant part
I want to tell something from the heart
I don't like what is going on
It feels like I carry a ton
Dragging me from one side to the other
Like I have to choose one above another
Stories is what you tell
A childhood spell
Programs to survive
not being fully alive
Because I am lived by you both
carrying the load
Misery and pain
No sunshine only rain
Effecting my life
Like an emprissoned wife
I want to be free
Not connecting with you or thee
But to the real part that is me
The part that  is only 'be'
I am watching you both
Carrying the load
Because from now on
pain and misery is gone
I give it back
And fill up the lack
of love inside
So that the part that died
lives again
Now and then

SS, Song of Heaven


Denean there is a dream

There Is A Dream lyrics

There is a dream in my heart
A vision I do see
It is you soaring higher
It is me... we are free.

Hearts open wide
It is time to decide
To live in the light
In love to abide.

Sing your song to Great Spirit
The song living in your heart
Don't be afraid to hear it
This feeling is where it starts.

Hearts open wide
It is time to decide
To live in the light
In love to abide

The healing power of love
Sparkling light of the soul.

Make a stand for the future
Of this earth we walk upon
Sharing love... sharing power
Understanding, we all are one.

Hearts open wide
It is time to decide
To live in the light
In love to abide.

There is a dream in my heart
A vision I do see
It is you soaring higher
It is me... we are free.


Denean

vrijdag 20 mei 2011

Mindfulness


Mindful through the day
It is like a child's play
Every moment is like new
Like the morning dew

It is there to reach
And it does not preach
In silence it awaits for you
The only thing you need to do
Is feeling what is inside
And open your heart wide

Our body will tell our story
And shows  all the glory
What life can bring every day
Just stop running and stay

For a moment in peace
with all that is
Captured in bliss
And just like the morning dew
It comes every day anew
Be still and breath
And let your heart lead

Feel yourself alive again
Every second! Your choice! Are you mindful now?
Or when?

SS, Song of Heaven

I love you

dinsdag 10 mei 2011

Twilight



In the twilight of the night
I am sitting with eyes open wide
But I cannot see
Who I am, how I can be
The person lurking inside
The true me that shines bright
I am blind, a veil cloudens my eyes
Phoenix needs to rise
Out of the darkness into the light
Where no-thing can hide
Heart show me the way
To a new day
I hear your beating
And feel you weeping
But cannot hear your voice
Because of my mind's noise
Great Spirit please
lift up the veil that cloudens me
please Great Spirit set me free
So that I can embrace
My Life's ways
Let my heart shine
sublime
And let me be
Just Me

SS, song of heaven




dinsdag 26 april 2011

Whitney Houston - Step By Step



Well there's a bridge and there's a river that I still must cross
As I'm going on my journey
Oh, I might be lost

And there's a road I have to follow, a place I have to go
Well no-one told me just how to get there
But when I get there I'll know
Cuz I'm taking it

Chorus:
Step By Step, Bit by Bit,
Stone By Stone (Yeah), Brick by Brick (Oh, yeah)
Step By Step, Day By Day, Mile by mile (ooh, ooh, ooh)

And this old road is rough and ruined
So many dangers along the way
So many burdens might fall upon me
So many troubles that I have to face

Oh, but I won't let my spirit fail me
Oh, I won't let my spirit go
Until I get to my destination
I'm gonna take it slowly cuz I'm making it mine

Chorus:
Step By Step (you know I'm taking it), bit by bit (bit by bit, come move),
stone by stone (yeah), brick by brick (brick by brick by brick by brick mmm...)
Step by step (step by step uh-huh), day by day (day by day-ee),
mile by mile (ooh), go your own way.

Say it, baby, don't give up
You got to hold on to what you got,
Oh, baby, don't give up,
You got to keep on moving on don't stop (yeah yeah).
I know you're hurting, and i know you're blue,
i know you're hurting but don't let the bad things get to you.

Chorus:
I'm taking it step by step (ohohoh), bit by bit (bit by bit come move),
stone by stone (stone by stone yeah), brick by brick (brick by brick by brick by brick),
Step by step (i'm gonna take it now),day by day (day by day-ee),
mile by mile (ooh), go your own way!

(c'mon baby got to keep moving),
i'm taking it step by step), bit by bit,
stone by stone (yeah, stone by stone), brick by brick
c'mon baby,
step by step keep on moving, day by day (day by day-ee),
mile by mile by mile by mile,go your own way,
c'mon baby got to keep moving, bit by bit (bit by bit, bit by bit)....

Whitney Houston

zondag 24 april 2011

Anger

Anger, an emotion who sufficates
Behind the corner it lurks, it awaits
To capture me
And closes my heart with a key
My body trembles
And it remembers 
all the moments before my eyes
And my head has a lot of questions, a lot of why's   
I want to run 
From that major gun
That shoots holes in my soul
What is the goal????
I scream inside
In the mids of night
WHen all is pitch black
O soul, please come back!!!
Open my heart
I want a fresh start
without anger and fear
What am I doing here???

My sweet child
of the Great Divine
Embrace what is
And feel your heart's bliss
It grows within you
Like a little light
in the darkest night
Anger cannot hurt you
The only thing it can do
Is make you full of fears
And bring your eyes in tears
Away from the heart
you only feel smarts
When you don't give it space
it finds it's own ways
to grow bigger inside of you
And take controle over your thinking and 'do'
Open yourself up
to feel all what is in Live's cup
So that it can flow in freedom inside
through your veines and
your heart open wide
So that the e-motion
Feels like a lotion
who softens the skin
You will gain health, it is what you win
Don't be scared
Just be prepared
To calm you head
And to receive love instead

SS, song of heaven                                                     

The Earth- Michael Jackson




Planet Earth, my home, my place
A capricious anomaly in the sea of space
Planet Earth, are you just
Floating by, a cloud of dust
A minor globe, about to bust
A piece of metal bound to rust
A speck of matter in a mindless void
A lonely spaceship, a large asteroid

Cold as a rock without a hue
Held together with a bit of glue
Something tells me this isn't true
You are my sweetheart, soft and blue
Do you care, have you a part
In the deepest emotions of my own heart
Tender with breezes, caressing and whole
Alive with music, haunting my soul.

In my veins I've felt the mystery
Of corridors of time, books of history
Life songs of ages throbbing in my blood
Have danced the rhythm of the tide and flood
Your misty clouds, your electric storm

Were turbulent tempests in my own form
I've licked the salt, the bitter, the sweet

Of every encounter, of passion, of heat
Your riotous color, your fragrance, your taste
Have thrilled my senses beyond all haste

In your beauty I've known the how
Of timeless bliss, this moment of now.

Planet Earth, are you just
Floating by, a cloud of dust
A minor globe, about to bust
A piece of metal bound to rust
A speck of matter in a mindless void
A lonely spaceship, a large asteroid

Cold as a rock without a hue
Held together with a bit of glue
Something tells me this isn't true
You are my sweetheart, soft and blue
Do you care, have you a part
In the deepest emotions of my own heart
Tender with breezes, caressing and whole
Alive with music, haunting my soul.

Planet Earth, gentle and blue
With all my heart, I love you."


Michaël Jackson

donderdag 21 april 2011

send me an angel - scorpions



The wise man said just walk this way
To the dawn of the light
The wind will blow into your face
As the years pass you by
Hear this voice from deep inside
It's the call of your heart
Close your eyes and your will find
The passage out of the dark

Here I am
Will you send me an angel
Here I am
In the land of the morning star

The wise man said just find your place
In the eye of the storm
Seek the roses along the way
Just beware of the thorns

Here I am
Will you send me an angel
Here I am
In the land of the morning star

The wise man said just raise your hand
And reach out for the spell
Find the door to the promised land
Just believe in yourself
Hear this voice from deep inside
It's the call of your heart
Close your eyes and your will find
The passage out of the dark

Here I am
Will you send me an angel
Here I am
In the land of the morning star
Here I am
Will you send me an angel
Here I am
In the land of the morning star


The scorpions

zondag 10 april 2011

River of tears

Inside of me a river of tears
to release all those fears
That has been gathered throughout the years
I cannot feel space, these days
Around my heart
It feels like I fall apart
My strength has gone away
I can't remember how to play
Energy I miss
An angels kiss
that carries me through the night
A dark and intensive ride
The warmth of my heart I need to feel
All wounds will heal
In time and space
I will find my place
I do not know who I am today
I addapted to much on my way
So I need to gather aspects of me
And set my soul free
So that I can fly again
Over mountain tops and then
I can walk on Earth
After I gave birth
To the real me that is lurking inside
Day by day an old aspect died
A phoenix rise
Shining and wise

SS, song of heaven

vrijdag 8 april 2011

A Dream within a Dream - Alan Parsons Project And My Dream

I look out of the window
While my energy is low
I see the world moving at it's normal pace
Why can't I find my place?
Onto this world, on Mother Earth...

I can only feel so much hurt
Looking in the inside mirror, my world inside
Is not narrow, but wide
All posibilities lay side by side
There is no hunger, there is no pain
Only sunshine and some rain
To build rainbows in the sky
And my spirit soars way up high
It flys with eagle, runs with wolf and floats with whale
My very own fairy tale

Where all live in harmony
And all living beings are free
There is no jelousy, there is no greed
All get from each other what they need

A world of beauty
Spicy and fruity
I live in a dream
On a sunshine beam
I do not want to wake up any more
Could I just open that door
To make all my dreams come alive
Like a pool of water where I can dive

Maybe one day I can show to the world what I feel
So that I can heal
All the wounds within my heart
So that I can connect what is apart
My inner world and outer in harmony
So that my soul can live here on Earth, totaly free

SS, Song of Heaven     





Tales of Mystery and Imagination
Edgar Allan Poe" (Narration Orson Welles)

For my own part, I have never had a thought
Which I could not set down in words
With even more distinctness that which I conceived it.
There is however a class of fancies of exquisite delicacy
Which are not thoughts and to which as yet
I have found it absolutely impossible to adapt to language.
These fancies arise in the soul,
Alas how rarely, only at epochs
Of most intense tranquillity
When the bodily and mental health are in perfection.
And those mere points of time
When the confines of the waking world
Blend with the world of dreams.
And so I captured this fancy
Where all that we see or seem
Is but a dream within a dream.

donderdag 31 maart 2011

Elfamé


Lady of the Elves
Giving them their homeland
Keeper of the home
Creator of home
Shine upon me
So that I can find my way
through the dark night
Guide me towards you
For all I have left are my dreams
Inside of me I return
to the never-end-less-nes
quiteness and peace
It is there that I belong
Escaping from the ratrace called life
Observing nature makes me calm
And shows me beauty wherever I look
Just like you are, and I am

SS, Song of Heaven

dinsdag 29 maart 2011

My drum Nayeli, in honor of Whiches Corner...



All my relations  I am one with you
In all that you teach me
I give thanks to you
With my heart I listen as I pray
I know you are with me guiding my way
Four Leggeds, winged ones
Creatures great and small
In humble  honor I will stand tall
Walking straight the path of harmony
All my relations come walk with me...




These words are written in 'Nayeli' (meaning I love you)

















Conversation Ego/Inner Child



You are a being o so great
Protecting me, defending me is your natural state
I thank you very much for this all
Now it is time to move on, time for having a ball
So I ask you please, let me go
And let me find my own way
Don't be afraid that I run
No I will stay
I will grow bigger every day
But it is still me inside, I'll never go away
Now I want to show my true colors
It has nothing to do with earning dollars
But my inside wants to explode
And throw off the load
That I am carrying around
for a long while
Admit it you cannot be in denial
Holding me makes the burden bigger and hard
It is time to turn the pages, to draw another card
I am grateful that you did what you did
But it is time for you now to quit
You can relax and enjoy life
from now on
You work is over, it is done
Don't think I will drop you like waste
Now that is not me, I have another taste
I ask you to walk with me
And you will see
That walking next to each other
is fun as well
You will see time will tell
It is time for me now to take care of you
We switch the roles, that is what we do
So go on and take your place
In my heart and next to me
Balance is here the real key
Side by side and day by day
We go on with our journey
we will find the way
To live in natural harmony
No you, No me but we

SS, Song of Heaven

Inner Child



Little child come to me
Stop your fear you are free
To explore the Life before your eyes
It will never stop, it never dies
Life goes on, it has it's own way
And brings joy and laughter every day
Pain and sorrow is a part of the road
Do not see it as a burden, do not carry the load
Accept what Great Mystery brings to you
And you will grow, believe me you will do
Open your arms really wide
And welcome Life but don't hold tight
Things will change every day
No-thing can be the same forever, nothing will stay
Yin and Yang is part of Life
A mariage between husband and wife
They will do the dance together
There is no good or bad, worse or better
All is what it is
Can't you feel it? The bliss?
So little child of mine
Take my hand
Don't think any more 'but I can't'
You are much stronger then you think you are right now
It is just a matter of acceptance, just allow
The power that is within you
I love you Little Child, I really do
Lets grow new together from now on
Past and future is all gone
The sun will rise and the sun will fall
Lower the fences, break off that wall
Cme out of that shelder and play
I am proud of you! You make my day!
SS, Song of Heaven

I see you

Silence in the heart
The most precious thing on earth
Silence in the head
A lifetimes worth
The hard work
that you are doing day by day
Will eventually show you the way
To a road full of happiness
It will be surrounded by bliss
So dear heart of mine
I capture you until it is time
To release you from all the sorrow and pain
In that empty space
it is Love that you will gain
Go on and heal that little child
So that it is free again
Open and into the wild
Then it can experience too
what it always wanted to do
For now you do not have the clue
But time will tell
And ring the bell
When 'I Am' is out
Everyone will hear
and will see You, my dear

SS, Song of Heaven

Untamed Spirit


Once upon a time in the west
A spirit did her best
To let go of old patterns and society rules
She used them for a while, she used them as tools
But she discovered that she was so much more
Because of that she opened the door
To new ways, another path
Not outside but inwards instead
She got challenges on her way
Sometimes she wondered how can I get through this day?
People were hard to her now
Not so nice then when she made a bow
For all the people and society style
She has to get used to this and that will take a while
People want to tame her big times
Drag her into the old system, let her follow the lines
But she is an untamed spirit inside
And wants to explore her heart, make it wide
Out of the heart rainbows appear
Boxes and masks will fall, the truth is near
A mirror is what she is
She carries a certain bliss
In the mirror some people will see
The beauty inside that they 'be'
others will fight against it
Because they don't understand what she did
Her heart she follows from now on
Pain will be over soon, it will be gone
Because she realise that all the challenges on her way
Will bring her a brand new day
Untamed like the wind she will be
Forever more....
She invites you in with all her heart
Are you coming in or do you close the door?

SS, Song of Heaven