The Rose by LeAnn Rimes

Salt Water Julian Lennon

conversation inner child

Little Child what do you want to say

I feel fear on the way

What you do is running away

Why can't you stay

And tell me what makes you so scared

So that we both are prepared

For the new way that is coming soon

Please leave your cocoon

And tell me your story

of sorrow and glory

I want to listen to you right now

Tell me how

I can step towards you, the way you like it

A candle of light is what I lit

So that the darkness goes away

please little child just play

All is harsh and not so kind

a story that plays off time after time, just a rewind

of hard things on the way

How can I play

When all is like that

The rain makes me wet

I want to feel the sun again

So tell me when

You let it in

Instead of throwing it in the bin.

Little child the rain will not hurt you

It just makes you wet, maybe soaked through

But life is not about avoiding the dark and all that is difficult too

It only shows you

Memories of the past

Like movies and it's cast

It plays over and over again

Until when

you see all is a game

your thoughts untamed

All is safe for you to come out

Life is all about

Learning to dance in the rain

Freedom you will gain

So that the inner world becomes real

Deal!

With your fear.

So that a rainbow can appear

At the end, on the horizon

Where the rain meets the sun

And all is shining bright

Like your inner light

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The road where I belong

Within my heart

I feel smart

A little child cries

And cannot handle lies

I surround myself with a cloud

So that I cannot see and say out loud

That I am not the person that I show to all

I feel small not tall

I cannot handle a lot of things

I rather play, imagine I have wings

To fly across every mountain

And bathe myself in the youth fountain

Having fun on a daily base

Just following my own pace

What I show is a so called strength

That never dies and always bends

To the needs of everyone

I jump over mountains if that needs to be done

SO that everyone will love me and care

I handle everything, oh I bare

But inside I am breaking

The beginning of an awakening

A brand new start

A butterfly that part

with its shell

I hear an angels bell

World I am here

Still with some fear

So give me the time I need

So that my heart can lead

To my own life song

The road where I belong

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I will fight no more

self love by Mario Duguay

Thank you

I feel a part of me crying

Like it is afraid of dying

I embrace it with all my heart

And tell it we never part

Because it is a part of me

But I need to be free

So I am telling firm

That my spirit will burn

Not to kill that part

but to embrace it with the heart

Because it served me well

That is what I can tell

Thank you for all what you did

So close now your eye lid

And sleep softly in my arms

So that you can feel that it it is warm

inside of you

I love you

I do

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Free

Victim and dominant part

I want to tell something from the heart

I don't like what is going on

It feels like I carry a ton

Dragging me from one side to the other

Like I have to choose one above another

Stories is what you tell

A childhood spell

Programs to survive

not being fully alive

Because I am lived by you both

carrying the load

Misery and pain

No sunshine only rain

Effecting my life

Like an emprissoned wife

I want to be free

Not connecting with you or thee

But to the real part that is me

The part that  is only 'be'

I am watching you both

Carrying the load

Because from now on

pain and misery is gone

I give it back

And fill up the lack

of love inside

So that the part that died

lives again

Now and then

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Denean there is a dream

There Is A Dream lyrics

There is a dream in my heart
A vision I do see
It is you soaring higher
It is me... we are free.

Hearts open wide
It is time to decide
To live in the light
In love to abide.

Sing your song to Great Spirit
The song living in your heart
Don't be afraid to hear it
This feeling is where it starts.

Hearts open wide
It is time to decide
To live in the light
In love to abide

The healing power of love
Sparkling light of the soul.

Make a stand for the future
Of this earth we walk upon
Sharing love... sharing power
Understanding, we all are one.

Hearts open wide
It is time to decide
To live in the light
In love to abide.

There is a dream in my heart
A vision I do see
It is you soaring higher
It is me... we are free.

Denean

Mindfulness

Mindful through the day

It is like a child's play

Every moment is like new

Like the morning dew

It is there to reach

And it does not preach

In silence it awaits for you

The only thing you need to do

Is feeling what is inside

And open your heart wide

Our body will tell our story

And shows  all the glory

What life can bring every day

Just stop running and stay

For a moment in peace

with all that is

Captured in bliss

And just like the morning dew

It comes every day anew

Be still and breath

And let your heart lead

Feel yourself alive again

Every second! Your choice! Are you mindful now?

Or when?

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I love you

Twilight

In the twilight of the night

I am sitting with eyes open wide

But I cannot see

Who I am, how I can be

The person lurking inside

The true me that shines bright

I am blind, a veil cloudens my eyes

Phoenix needs to rise

Out of the darkness into the light

Where no-thing can hide

Heart show me the way

To a new day

I hear your beating

And feel you weeping

But cannot hear your voice

Because of my mind's noise

Great Spirit please

lift up the veil that cloudens me

please Great Spirit set me free

So that I can embrace

My Life's ways

Let my heart shine

sublime

And let me be

Just Me

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http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RsGLlGIjTaU

Whitney Houston - Step By Step

Well there's a bridge and there's a river that I still must cross
As I'm going on my journey
Oh, I might be lost

And there's a road I have to follow, a place I have to go
Well no-one told me just how to get there
But when I get there I'll know
Cuz I'm taking it

Chorus:
Step By Step, Bit by Bit,
Stone By Stone (Yeah), Brick by Brick (Oh, yeah)
Step By Step, Day By Day, Mile by mile (ooh, ooh, ooh)

And this old road is rough and ruined
So many dangers along the way
So many burdens might fall upon me
So many troubles that I have to face

Oh, but I won't let my spirit fail me
Oh, I won't let my spirit go
Until I get to my destination
I'm gonna take it slowly cuz I'm making it mine

Chorus:
Step By Step (you know I'm taking it), bit by bit (bit by bit, come move),
stone by stone (yeah), brick by brick (brick by brick by brick by brick mmm...)
Step by step (step by step uh-huh), day by day (day by day-ee),
mile by mile (ooh), go your own way.

Say it, baby, don't give up
You got to hold on to what you got,
Oh, baby, don't give up,
You got to keep on moving on don't stop (yeah yeah).
I know you're hurting, and i know you're blue,
i know you're hurting but don't let the bad things get to you.

Chorus:
I'm taking it step by step (ohohoh), bit by bit (bit by bit come move),
stone by stone (stone by stone yeah), brick by brick (brick by brick by brick by brick),
Step by step (i'm gonna take it now),day by day (day by day-ee),
mile by mile (ooh), go your own way!

(c'mon baby got to keep moving),
i'm taking it step by step), bit by bit,
stone by stone (yeah, stone by stone), brick by brick
c'mon baby,
step by step keep on moving, day by day (day by day-ee),
mile by mile by mile by mile,go your own way,
c'mon baby got to keep moving, bit by bit (bit by bit, bit by bit)....

Whitney Houston

Anger

Anger, an emotion who sufficates

Behind the corner it lurks, it awaits

To capture me

And closes my heart with a key

My body trembles

And it remembers 

all the moments before my eyes

And my head has a lot of questions, a lot of why's   

I want to run 

From that major gun

That shoots holes in my soul

What is the goal????

I scream inside

In the mids of night

WHen all is pitch black

O soul, please come back!!!

Open my heart

I want a fresh start

without anger and fear

What am I doing here???

My sweet child

of the Great Divine

Embrace what is

And feel your heart's bliss

It grows within you

Like a little light

in the darkest night

Anger cannot hurt you

The only thing it can do

Is make you full of fears

And bring your eyes in tears

Away from the heart

you only feel smarts

When you don't give it space

it finds it's own ways

to grow bigger inside of you

And take controle over your thinking and 'do'

Open yourself up

to feel all what is in Live's cup

So that it can flow in freedom inside

through your veines and

your heart open wide

So that the e-motion

Feels like a lotion

who softens the skin

You will gain health, it is what you win

Don't be scared

Just be prepared

To calm you head

And to receive love instead

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The Earth- Michael Jackson

Planet Earth, my home, my place
A capricious anomaly in the sea of space
Planet Earth, are you just
Floating by, a cloud of dust
A minor globe, about to bust
A piece of metal bound to rust
A speck of matter in a mindless void
A lonely spaceship, a large asteroid

Cold as a rock without a hue
Held together with a bit of glue
Something tells me this isn't true
You are my sweetheart, soft and blue
Do you care, have you a part
In the deepest emotions of my own heart
Tender with breezes, caressing and whole
Alive with music, haunting my soul.

In my veins I've felt the mystery
Of corridors of time, books of history
Life songs of ages throbbing in my blood
Have danced the rhythm of the tide and flood
Your misty clouds, your electric storm

Were turbulent tempests in my own form
I've licked the salt, the bitter, the sweet

Of every encounter, of passion, of heat
Your riotous color, your fragrance, your taste
Have thrilled my senses beyond all haste

In your beauty I've known the how
Of timeless bliss, this moment of now.

Planet Earth, are you just
Floating by, a cloud of dust
A minor globe, about to bust
A piece of metal bound to rust
A speck of matter in a mindless void
A lonely spaceship, a large asteroid

Cold as a rock without a hue
Held together with a bit of glue
Something tells me this isn't true
You are my sweetheart, soft and blue
Do you care, have you a part
In the deepest emotions of my own heart
Tender with breezes, caressing and whole
Alive with music, haunting my soul.

Planet Earth, gentle and blue
With all my heart, I love you."

Michaël Jackson

send me an angel - scorpions

The wise man said just walk this way
To the dawn of the light
The wind will blow into your face
As the years pass you by
Hear this voice from deep inside
It's the call of your heart
Close your eyes and your will find
The passage out of the dark

Here I am
Will you send me an angel
Here I am
In the land of the morning star

The wise man said just find your place
In the eye of the storm
Seek the roses along the way
Just beware of the thorns

Here I am
Will you send me an angel
Here I am
In the land of the morning star

The wise man said just raise your hand
And reach out for the spell
Find the door to the promised land
Just believe in yourself
Hear this voice from deep inside
It's the call of your heart
Close your eyes and your will find
The passage out of the dark

Here I am
Will you send me an angel
Here I am
In the land of the morning star
Here I am
Will you send me an angel
Here I am
In the land of the morning star

The scorpions

The eagle will rise again - The Alan Parsons Project

River of tears

Inside of me a river of tears
to release all those fears
That has been gathered throughout the years
I cannot feel space, these days
Around my heart
It feels like I fall apart
My strength has gone away
I can't remember how to play
Energy I miss
An angels kiss
that carries me through the night
A dark and intensive ride
The warmth of my heart I need to feel
All wounds will heal
In time and space
I will find my place
I do not know who I am today
I addapted to much on my way
So I need to gather aspects of me
And set my soul free
So that I can fly again
Over mountain tops and then
I can walk on Earth
After I gave birth
To the real me that is lurking inside
Day by day an old aspect died
A phoenix rise
Shining and wise

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A Dream within a Dream - Alan Parsons Project And My Dream

I look out of the window
While my energy is low
I see the world moving at it's normal pace
Why can't I find my place?
Onto this world, on Mother Earth...

I can only feel so much hurt
Looking in the inside mirror, my world inside
Is not narrow, but wide
All posibilities lay side by side
There is no hunger, there is no pain
Only sunshine and some rain
To build rainbows in the sky
And my spirit soars way up high
It flys with eagle, runs with wolf and floats with whale
My very own fairy tale

Where all live in harmony
And all living beings are free
There is no jelousy, there is no greed
All get from each other what they need

A world of beauty
Spicy and fruity
I live in a dream
On a sunshine beam
I do not want to wake up any more
Could I just open that door
To make all my dreams come alive
Like a pool of water where I can dive

Maybe one day I can show to the world what I feel
So that I can heal
All the wounds within my heart
So that I can connect what is apart
My inner world and outer in harmony
So that my soul can live here on Earth, totaly free

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Tales of Mystery and Imagination
Edgar Allan Poe" (Narration Orson Welles)

For my own part, I have never had a thought
Which I could not set down in words
With even more distinctness that which I conceived it.
There is however a class of fancies of exquisite delicacy
Which are not thoughts and to which as yet
I have found it absolutely impossible to adapt to language.
These fancies arise in the soul,
Alas how rarely, only at epochs
Of most intense tranquillity
When the bodily and mental health are in perfection.
And those mere points of time
When the confines of the waking world
Blend with the world of dreams.
And so I captured this fancy
Where all that we see or seem
Is but a dream within a dream.

Elfamé

Lady of the Elves

Giving them their homeland

Keeper of the home

Creator of home

Shine upon me

So that I can find my way

through the dark night

Guide me towards you

For all I have left are my dreams

Inside of me I return

to the never-end-less-nes

quiteness and peace

It is there that I belong

Escaping from the ratrace called life

Observing nature makes me calm

And shows me beauty wherever I look

Just like you are, and I am

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My drum Nayeli, in honor of Whiches Corner...

All my relations  I am one with you
In all that you teach me
I give thanks to you
With my heart I listen as I pray
I know you are with me guiding my way
Four Leggeds, winged ones
Creatures great and small
In humble  honor I will stand tall
Walking straight the path of harmony
All my relations come walk with me...




These words are written in 'Nayeli' (meaning I love you)

Conversation Ego/Inner Child

You are a being o so great

Protecting me, defending me is your natural state

I thank you very much for this all

Now it is time to move on, time for having a ball

So I ask you please, let me go

And let me find my own way

Don't be afraid that I run

No I will stay

I will grow bigger every day

But it is still me inside, I'll never go away

Now I want to show my true colors

It has nothing to do with earning dollars

But my inside wants to explode

And throw off the load

That I am carrying around

for a long while

Admit it you cannot be in denial

Holding me makes the burden bigger and hard

It is time to turn the pages, to draw another card

I am grateful that you did what you did

But it is time for you now to quit

You can relax and enjoy life

from now on

You work is over, it is done

Don't think I will drop you like waste

Now that is not me, I have another taste

I ask you to walk with me

And you will see

That walking next to each other

is fun as well

You will see time will tell

It is time for me now to take care of you

We switch the roles, that is what we do

So go on and take your place

In my heart and next to me

Balance is here the real key

Side by side and day by day

We go on with our journey

we will find the way

To live in natural harmony

No you, No me but we

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Inner Child

Little child come to me

Stop your fear you are free

To explore the Life before your eyes

It will never stop, it never dies

Life goes on, it has it's own way

And brings joy and laughter every day

Pain and sorrow is a part of the road

Do not see it as a burden, do not carry the load

Accept what Great Mystery brings to you

And you will grow, believe me you will do

Open your arms really wide

And welcome Life but don't hold tight

Things will change every day

No-thing can be the same forever, nothing will stay

Yin and Yang is part of Life

A mariage between husband and wife

They will do the dance together

There is no good or bad, worse or better

All is what it is

Can't you feel it? The bliss?

So little child of mine

Take my hand

Don't think any more 'but I can't'

You are much stronger then you think you are right now

It is just a matter of acceptance, just allow

The power that is within you

I love you Little Child, I really do

Lets grow new together from now on

Past and future is all gone

The sun will rise and the sun will fall

Lower the fences, break off that wall

Cme out of that shelder and play

I am proud of you! You make my day!

SS, Song of Heaven